Just yesterday i was commenting on how some mangas really can disappoint you when the ending is not the way you expect. Today was the biggest disappointment for me, because one of my favorire yaoi manga "when a man loves a man" ending turned out horrible for me. I say for me because someone else may not feel that way. I have noticed that everyone sometimes have a favorite when reading about pairing leads, but am one of those people where is not based on the character but the connection portrayed by the mangaka. I feel that if you show two main leads having a really good relationship and love each other dearly, it's to make us believe that it will somehow end up being them....unless one dies of course. But to just have a third wheel appear later and then end with one of our lead, it's just cruel. It makes me hate the manga and be quite angry at the mangaka for changing her mind. Shame because i really enjoy this mangakas work, Haru wo daiteta is a good example of how couplings work.
Another of my disappointments is "Kodomo no Jinkan", right i know am going to a total other end, but that's just how it is. Unlike many others who have read or heard about this manga am not disturbed by the lolicon factor because am quite open minded, but lately am scared to read onto the next chapters after volume 4. Now is probably not why everyone else has a problem, my issue is that Reiji is getting more disturbing by the second....mind you it's not like i already did not know while reading that he had some issues but boy it's getting dark. I would not have a problem if he loved her for herself and if the mangaka showed that whatever is happening is not due to their traumas.....as some may say "tell me is all about love" but since is not my heart throbs and hands shake as i read, now i can see why the licensing was cancelled.
You know i tend to read based on moods, but after this i really need to find something stupid or with quite the comedy and absolutely no drama to pick me up or am going to go insane. Oh well for now let me go get a cold beer and some chocolares.